I've just started to do some inner child connecting and it's been a really positive experience. I've learned some neat things about myself. I have a hard time knowing what my tastes are in some things, what my true likes and dislikes are, but when I tap into my inner child it becomes much clearer.

I consider myself to be a survivor however I voted Victim because I'm still very much under control of the PTSD and my abusers and am unable to function very much. Once I get on my feet and start to feel empowered I would vote survivor. I really want to be a thriver more than anything.

I believe I will be able to forgive them after I completely cut them out of my life and some time passes.